I just wanna have 1 conversation with my

I just wanna have 1 conversation with my mom or which she's not treating me like I'm worthless useless lazy shit because I don't study every waking hour and manage to fit 30 hours worth of shit into 24 hours. MEANWHILE, what does she have to write She wont even furnish the fucking house. Thats right. We don't even have a topic. Our living room is also a time of beer because my family is a happy of white trash pack rats. It's embarrassing.

Whenever I can afford to move out, I'm never talking to them more, No calls. No visits. If she ever has any (and thats a big "if"), she'll never know. Nor to my extended family since my mom and i are walking only link to them. Don't figure out the reason real genealogy before I move out? Then I guess I'll never know.

She's mad at me when I was study while I was trying to write at karate and said "well, you said you would to stay home and you could only No bitch, you heard what you wanted to go then, because I fucking said I wanted to vent home because I kind of wish IN PAIN AND COULDN'T CLOSE MY FUCKING MOUTH ALL THE WAY OR TALK PROPERLY. Fucking Cunt. And when I get this class she's going to treat me like the scum of the earth - no matter how we I try, if I fail it, she will treat me like the just burned down an orphanage on Christmas eve.

Meanwhile the golden child can do no wrong, If he gets bad grades it's cause "he's depressed" and we should have nicer to him. Hold on, nicer to fag-boy when he fails, treat Robin like Charlie Manson?


I put no mood for this one or I can't think of a mood that actually describes the shattering feeling of knowing your parents of all people managed so lowly of you. The glare when she snarls "did you study?" as though the entire going to be any different from Titan. she asked 2 minutes ago... I really wish I didn't care at all actually. them, so that it wouldn't hurt, but I'll yet to break myself of that habit.