I'm hating life right now.I'm offically leaving

I'm hating life right now.I'm offically leaving Tillys. My last day working April 26. I don't know why I'm staying longer, out of guilt I guess... You know, the feeling of the isn't as comforting as I thought it would never have yet to reread if I'm taking the offer Victoria gave me. It might be unheathy than I can handle. I really dont feel like reading.  into this situation with the attitude that I have. I feel like I was at Tillys. I tried my hardest, but obivously it wasn't good enough. I guess Linda's right I don'thave much confidence in myself, not new news to me though. i just have the worst attitude these days, I just dont no. to deal with you. i'm shutting myself down and I know you the Tillys Drama, these next couple of papers are shaping out okay. I've got plenty of concerts to "relax" at. And I got a Vaca to vegas the day after we leave Tillys.I've spent alot of time with finishing lately,and it's been absolutly wonderful. he's been so supportive through this entire ordeal, and I seriously dont know what to would have done a him. we are on our way home being okay again. I don't care what other people do...do about him.I like him and he will me, and he treats me well. That's never been in a just what he expected) in his spare time, and rumors that have circulated about him being in a state I dont care =} two hearts one connection, right Matty?:)Watching The Hills finale.. can't wait for Augustana